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that's too many goldfish

from anyway, by five nine three

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wanna kill myself on the night before my first day of college, it's the night before my first day of college
i'll never measure up. i don't wanna die because i am scared, but i am more afraid of a life that would be better spent rotting underground.
last night, eating goldfish in a pitch black room till the whole bag was gone.
i'll cry tonight, and tomorrow i will carry a bag that will fuck my back up beyond repair.
a few minutes ago, in the bathroom, i was looking for my face wash and i swear it wasn't there.
but then i went to get a wash cloth and i turned around to find it by my toothbrush, and that made me cry some more.
the lights were hanging on my dresser and now they're on the floor,
goodnight to every friend i almost called tonight, i really would've liked to hear your voice tell me i'm not going to die.
maybe tonight i'll dream another vague odyssey, and i'll wake up with a tired and vacant memory.
i'll go to class, i'll pretend i'm invested in education. but i know nothing of dedication, i'll disappoint them all again.
spend another night staring at my walls and eating goldfish, complain about my problems and then i'll invent some more. like how i wanna kill myself before my first day of college, when i am lucky enough to be saying tomorrow is my first day of college. it's selfish to dread,
getting out of bed. i'm sorry for every word that i just wrote.

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from anyway,, released August 28, 2015

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June 2015 - 2017

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